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Self disgussion…

How can you feel when u love somebody,feel physically attracted to someone and feel NOTHING for a person who really seems to care about you?LIKE HELL…I feel so cold inside…so empty…and there`s nothing i can do…absolutely NOTHING…This is the time when people say that you can`t control your feelings…u can control your brain but your … Continue reading

The trailer

I had one of the most unusual experiences yesterday…I went for a beer with a friend of mine and we started to talk about random stuff…Suddenly she said that i`m very mysthical and you never know what to expect from me in bed…I`m like a movie trailer i only show a little bit of myself … Continue reading

Cats cats aaaand cats:D

I read this amazing post about Donut the kitten…and it kinda reminded me of my own cat who also didn`t have a happy let`s call it childhood.There were some kids who trew stones on the mother cat and she had to moove her cubs to the roof of a pizza pub.I remember going there to … Continue reading

Kiitos!

First of all thanks :”mom” for the lovely present:) I got a very nice book called Vanity Fair and a CD from the band Hinder called : “Extreme behavior” I totally fell for it…New music never stops to amaze me…i mean new discoveries in music…If it wasn`t for music which expresses my feelings i would … Continue reading

The script…the scenario…

Yup this was the keyword on saturday night…after rehersals, we decided to cancel our gig…ok shitty feeling…i knew i had to go out with some people still when i heard that HE is comming…i started to feel a little better…until we started to play truth or dare…i already had a little vodka on the board … Continue reading

Just another ordinary day…

Days go by like the wind…and this life is too short…just like a lyric which i like very much sais…Today was the day to completely relax,to sing…and to buy a hairdier…Ok i`m a girl still i hate shopping no wonder i know where are the things i want to buy and normally i`m done with … Continue reading

Being hypnotised by…THIS

I randomly accecced Facebook…And i got to a link to a song by one of my all-time favorite bands,Evanescence…Ok let`s check it…probably new material…I heard the first line and the chours and i was already K.O. o.O Amy Lee is the most incredible female voice on Earth next to Tarja Turunen and Cristina Scabbia…People say … Continue reading

Lost in the dark of my fears….

If only u saw the tracks of my tears….Lately i became very emotional…and normally i`m not a too warm person but sometimes i get touched by things a normal person would not touch emotionally…Bleed…that`s the propper word for today…bleeding love…bleeding inside cause u feel it when one of your beloved ones is in trouble…the saddest … Continue reading

Memories…bringing out the angel or the devil from you…

Hmm….Today let`s say that i feel…ok…thanks to the music which i played on saturday…and to the wine i drank today…Okie….music is awesome it can take you far away…still when you don`t know if you`re an alto or a soprano…actually it is a HUGE difference between these two voice types…my music teacher thinks that i`m a … Continue reading

Negative orgasm…:P

What can u do when your 26 paged paperwork is….GONE??After u worked a whole day in front of the PC and your eyes hurt like hell…not to mention the losing of the information u had there……yup this is how my licence DISAPPEARED…YAY:D lucky me…Need a massage,beer………oh and…:-“khm…………………..i`ll leave the rest in my kinky fantasy:P